Through challenging and beautiful life lessons, I’ve grown, healed and discovered my true life’s purpose, which is to help others heal themselves, guiding them to find their true life purpose. As my journey of healing and transformation continues, I have been guided to share through the written word on my Facebook page and blog site, teach yoga, become a Reiki Master and intuitive guide. I also enjoy doing Tarot Card readings for clients. I AM an intuitive lightworker, and my former lives as many different types of healers along with many types of spiritual entities bring knowledge and wisdom to me, assisting in my gifts.

Slide1Messages of Light & Love have been abundant these past several years.  With messages of Love yourself, Heal yourself, Shine from within and Balance your male and female energies.  Many of us are hearing these messages, understanding, awakening and ascending.  We are rising our  vibrations, increasing our frequencies and thus have helped others around us and our Mother Earth, Our Gaia, heal and rise up.   We are understanding even more the concept of unity versus separateness. We are becoming One with All in our unique divine Selves. Mother Earth has passed through many portals, and as She has moved into a new dimension, we have been along for the ride.  It’s been bumpy at times, yet necessary in our grand transformation. Some of us understand and work to catch up to Gaia, as we believe in the Peace which Pure Light Love brings as we “remember” it, because we feel it in our inner being.  We are now Shining Brighter, Radiating more Love & Light, and Glowing with Joy.

Now, with this new time in the human evolution, the healing still continues. We are still working towards what some call “Heaven On Earth”, or “Nirvana”.  We are working into Bliss in it’s purest, most glorious state.  The healing messages are now to understand, accept and live with the darkness which also exists within each of our human bodies.  This is our ego.  Ego is about selfishness.  It’s the “We” versus “They” mindset. My family, my country, my home, my land instead of our Our One World, Our One Land, Our One People, Our One Earth.  It is similar to the messages of before, yet before we needed to change the darkness we felt because it was “bad”.  Now it is even more about the Zen, where both exist simultaneously, and we observe and accept it.  I’ve written about many of these topics before, some posted here, some via my former newsletter I delivered via email before this site.  I am repeatedly seeing this message about observing and accepting the darkness.  It’s not about leading with darkness, but balancing it out with your Light. Healing it with the Light, but understanding it’s not going to go away.  For Light cannot exist without the Dark, but One small dot of Light within the darkness is seen.  One small spot of darkness amongst the light is much more difficult to see.  But like a drop of the ocean, it is both a drop and the ocean. It’s about knowing the darkness is there, but living with more Light.  Yes, we will lose our temper, but send Love to that situation, the people involved including yourself and bring the balance of Light back to your heart and shine.  We most often find ourselves defensive because we do not want to accept something within ourselves we do not like.  We ignore the darkness and feel “bad” when it come out. If we continue to ignore it, how will we send Love & Light to it to balance it, to heal it?  It will continue to pop up in our lives in most unexpected ways, causing darkness and imbalance which may lead to dis-ease manifesting either mentally, emotionally or physically.

An example is from my life.  I am a Capricorn with an Aquarius cusp.  I was recently told something that I later read in a general description of a Capricorn-Aquarius Cusp baby. This person said my strength is a very good quality, but at times it comes across as bullishness, as being very critical.   What!?!?!?  Ouch!!  Talk about some darkness coming out.  I fought that opinion, but then realized, wait.  This is a learning experience and I listened. It hurt, but I really listened.  It made sense to me. I was being defensive. I wasn’t allowing the Light forth in some situations as I stood strong in my convictions.  I live with an open mind, and yet when I was being defensive in this manner, I couldn’t send Love & Light to myself to heal what was so upsetting me and causing havoc in other areas of my life.  I love listening to differences of opinions, cultures, beliefs and more.  Yet, when it comes to someone telling me the way I express myself is not necessarily being taken the right way, my ego fired  up!  This was most recently and I am working to send the Light & Love to that dark space which I thought was healed, but I realize keeps coming up. This theme is repeating in different ways, yet I am now seeing the pattern of this particular situation. And, as we know, we will keep getting the lesson until we are truly healed. It’s messy and it’s difficult to look at ourselves in manners such as this one, yet it’s important.  It’s a challenge to figure out, heal and balance those dark spots we all have.  But, to fully awaken, fully ascend and fully heal, we need to learn even more about ourselves.  Find those mirrors and LOOK into them.  Really SEE who you are and why.  I know the why and I thought by knowing the why I would heal.  I felt as if I had healed. Until it popped up again. Oops…guess it wasn’t that easy and I needed to dive deeper into the root of it. We all have the Male and Female energies, the Yin and the Yang energies, the Light and the Dark energies.  And there is both the “good” and the “bad” in these energies.  Find the “bad”, the “dark”, “the negative”, and then find the positive side of these issues, because something “bad” for us leads us to an understanding of a better way.  Such as understanding which foods are “bad” for us, leads us to better choices, and thus better health.  Find the “light” within the “dark”, because to see the candle flame is all it’s glory, it must be seen against a dark background.  Our shadows are created by the shining Light behind, and some of these shadows are very beautiful outlines of our nature. Find the “negative”, as the positive is attracted to the negative side of the magnet.  We are both Light & Dark.  Find your Shadows, Transform your Dark by attracting the Light to it , Shining the Light upon it and you will Heal and Shine even more Brightly in Love & Light.

If interested, this is the description of my “Capriquarians” I am referring to…pretty much sums me up!

http://www.tarot.com/astrology/capricorn-aquarius-cusp

Look at Your Beautiful Shadow and Shine Light Upon it!

Namaste!

Espavo!

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